On January 9, 2014, our son Zacchaio was born via emergency c-section at 33 weeks old.
Although our Zacchaio has overcome his acute medical issues in the NICU, we're now faced with his rare diagnosis of Epidermal Nevus Syndrome. We don’t know what developmental hurdles to expect with our son’s diagnosis in five years, in six months, or even tomorrow. We can only embrace his journey and all the discovery that comes with it, not looking too far ahead and enjoying the beauty that is today.
Last Thursday we had the opportunity to check in with Zacchaio’s phenomenal pulmonologist. He had been on leave for the last few months which meant he was unaware of the incredible progress Zacchaio had made since their last visit. While strolling out the door following a very pleasant reunion, a tidal wave of irony (in the form of snot) flowed from his nose.
A coin flip is as good as any medical prediction when it comes to Zacchaio and acute illness. Heads: Zacchaio would handle it like a “normal kid.” Tails: A visit to the ICU. It makes it tough to plan when he is such an extremist.
Within 24 hours of the first nose wipe, our home interventions were failing. Though he didn’t seem quite ill enough for an ER visit, we decided that going in before his vital signs necessitated so had the potential to shorten the length of his admission. Convincing the ER doctor to admit him was more challenging than in times past. Regardless of how convincing my arguments were, the doctor was struggling to find clinical evidence to warrant an admission. That’s when I left it up to Zacchaio. There have been numerous times in Zacchaio’s life where Aidan and I have had to pause whatever chaos we find ourselves in, get serious, and tell Zacchaio to do whatever it takes to get himself what he needs. It was only 10 minutes later that his oxygen saturations dropped, he started breathing rapidly, and his heart rate and his temperature both spiked.
Upon being admitted, Zacchaio received his usual cocktail… IVs, labs, chest xrays, cords, monitoring, suction, feeding tube, respiratory treatments, etc. We usually see him perk up with the additional support, but this admission didn’t follow the standard course. His condition worsened; we discovered that Zacchaio had RSV (Respiratory Syncytial Virus). In healthy children and adults it manifests as a mere cold; in Zacchaio’s case (premature with a weakened immune system) it wreaked havoc on his body. For days Zacchaio lay listless, without enough energy to even lift his hand off the bed or utter a sound. He scared us. One would think that after so many hospital admissions we would be used to the sight of illness. When I thought back, however, to the last time he was in this condition, I realized it had been in August 2014 following brain surgery. I thanked God for the 5 month respite and found myself glad that this feeling of helplessness remains foreign.
Zacchaio’s condition worsened over the first 5 days of his ICU stay. 102-104 degree fevers persisted, and Tylenol alone was unable to bring temperatures to a normal range . Lab results confirmed that Zacchaio not only had RSV, but also Rhinovirus. Talk about getting kicked when you’re down; a double dose of virus in a body that historically has trouble with one at a time! It was time to harness the power of Z!
By morning of day 6 he finally made a turnaround. He snapped the nurse's face mask on and off her nose, he stood in his hospital crib and cruised around the outer reaches on a treasure hunt for EKG leads, SpO2 cords, and a resuscitation mask. After a week without smiles, his first was certainly worth the wait.
Some good news: Zacchaio was discharged on the afternoon of day 6 in the hospital. Labs confirmed no leukemia. Xray confirmed no pneumonia (which sometimes develops with RSV). He also had a 36-hour EEG to rule out a couple of concerning seizure-like behaviors. Still seizure-free!
Bad news: Zacchaio had his first of many routine abdominal ultrasounds to rule out a Wilm's tumor (a rare tumor of the kidneys that mostly affects children). The screening plan is ultrasounds every 3 months for 2 years, then every 6 months for the next 5 years. Unfortunately, a spot was found on his right kidney (the side his syndrome affects) and though the radiologist believes it may be a cyst, they are not yet confident in their diagnosis. In the meantime we're waiting to hear when further imaging will be necessary.
Zacchaio has transitioned home very well! He definitely recognized home! He practically jumped out of my arms to crawl to the living room table, stand up, and empty the remote tray. He has a productive cough that will likely linger for the next few weeks, and we were told to stay home for at least the next week so his immune system can play catch up.
This week we finalize the caregivers who will be caring for Zacchaio when I go back to work. I can’t say I’m excited to leave him, but I am incredibly grateful that Zacchaio is "healthy" enough, and our lives normal enough, that I can finally return to a hospital in a professional capacity.
Next week Zacchaio will be fitted for a helmet to wear during times of activity. He still has a large area on the right side of his head where his skull has not regenerated; to minimize the risk of serious trauma following a fall we thought it best to add a layer of protection.
After posting a picture of Zacchaio in his SuperZ shirt on Facebook, I received a number of requests for similar adult shirts. They are officially available to order for the next 2 weeks for anyone interested! https://www.booster.com/superz
Thankful that 2015 has had a much better start than 2014... God bless!
Zacchaio turned ONE on January 9. He lived to ONE. He is thriving at ONE.
We had the privilege of hosting "Zacchaio's 1st Birthday: A Celebration of Survival!" the following day, and it couldn't have been more perfect. How does one describe one's feelings when one of his or her dreams comes true? As I've shared before, I have many dreams for Zacchaio. Different dreams are reserved for the different iterations of time God continues to grant us; Does he make it to one year, five years, twenty years old? Since the day we learned of Zacchaio's syndrome and its subsequent incompatibilities with life, I began envisioning the day we celebrated ONE. For hours I was high on the miracle, the glory, the healing, the journey, the outcome, and the unconditional love that every person walking through the door held for our son.
Thank you all for making a mother's dream come true.
Displays at the front of the room offered an experience of a Day In the Life of Zacchaio.
Walk His Walk
Due to Zacchaio's right-sided hemi-hypertrophy, his right leg is presently just over 2 centimeters longer than his left leg. This current length discrepancy will equate to approximately a 2.25 inch difference as a grown man. The plank walk simulated his gait without interventions such as shoe lifts (as a toddler) or growth plate ablation surgery (as a 12-year old).
Mirror, Mirror on the Wall
Zacchaio's skin malformations, the sebaceous nevi, are overgrowths of the sebaceous glands that manifest as pink, yellow, or brown waxy hairless plaques. Though small isolated sebaceous nevi are commonly found in the general population, Zacchaio has them all down the right side of his body. Guests were asked to place a birthmark on themselves and wear it proudly, as Zacchaio always will. It was heart-warming to see how many embraced the activity.
See Like Z
Though Zacchaio had three lobes of his right brain removed in August of last year, the removal of the occipital lobe specifically caused permanent blindness in the left half of his visual field in each eye. Guests wore simulation goggles and attempted to build a three-story block tower...
Zacchaio's spatial awareness continues to improve. A month ago we found him having frequent run-ins with walls on his left side (that would come out of nowhere!), however he has since continued to prove his adaptability by learning to cautiously scan his environment and more heavily rely on other senses.
To highlight the many obstacles Zacchaio surmounted in his first year, we created a 12-minute video, "The Story of Z."
Thank you to our family, our friends, and Aidan's former students for helping to turn the mere idea of this day into a blissful reality.
God bless.
Skeptical of his first non-pureed food experience...
I've cried tears of joy all day. Today our baby boy turned one. Against all odds he is thriving! Exactly one year ago today, our lives were turned upside down and backward. Though I never imagined going down this beaten path, I'm so grateful for the beauty I get to witness on a daily basis because of it. Our Zacchaio is unyielding. He is a teacher. He is my hero.
Happy Birthday to the miracle of all miracles!
May God help us witness our son's positive change on one another and this world for years to come.
Tomorrow we celebrate!
What: Zacchaio’s 1st Birthday: A Celebration of Survival!
When: Saturday, January 10th at 12:30pm
Where: Coptic Youth Center at 2500 Hansen Road, Hayward, CA 94541
RSVP: alexis.kt@gmail.com or 510.710.9094
(if you haven’t yet RSVPed to the Facebook event)